destroyer / creator mode + figuring things out
I'm currently in destroyer / creator mode.
Destroying and creating takes the utmost patience, focus and attention.
The destroying part is something that happens after you’ve made a decision to improve your input so that your output reflects the reality you most desire.
The Universe takes all your old programming stories and brings them to the front of your awareness (like “hey look at me, I’m being said, thought, mentioned, felt”) - so you can destroy them and choose and use a new belief or way of thinking.
Destruction involves uncreating and deletion.
It involves letting your new chosen beliefs fill that void and vacuum.
Destroying involves rewriting everything - knowing your only ever talking to yourself and that it’s always been an ongoing conversation with yourself - and saying something new TO YOURSELF.
Destroying is when you decide to create something new with your life and be, feel and do something different - it’s when you fully give in and decide to also fully embody your confidence to the X’th degree and let that create something new in your expectations, assumptions, life and experiences.
Destroying is all about taking the lesson(s) that comes with the territory of triggering experiences that present themselves as challenges to your old stories as they are there to help you on your journey on creating new ones.
You need them.
Triggers are a sign of finding out what obviously doesn’t work and is also a sign of you finally hitting a wall and allowing yourself to think “well if doing _______ doesn’t work in getting ________, then I obviously have to try doing, being, feeling, saying like __________.”
Right now I’m in a deep destroying of my deeply emotional states and diving deeper in feeling desire, discomfort, excitement, anticipation, certainty, allowing, expectation related to knowing a base level of new rules I’m putting in place to make happen through my subconscious.
I’m realizing that my expectations are the cause and reason why a lot of things hadn’t gone the way I desired them to for a long time and since a lot of them were (until now) still being thought and believed despite desiring to experience something different.
All the thoughts that go counter to living from the ‘end result’ are the only thing standing in my way and often as I’ve recently noticed they are all stemming from thinking how I do now, versus thinking from these ‘new end results’
So when I go into thinking from my new desired end results, I’m clearly noticing that when it comes to stepping into whatever my new feelings and beliefs are - I’ve had to shift back to them over and over and over again.
I’m seeing changes, but only despite massive amounts of directed effort to reframe and shift every time I stepped out of my feelings of my desired end result.
Nothing needs to be held onto unless it serves you and is a truth that you want to carry.
I’m still a student in the game of life, even though I can teach about it in my sleep and my lessons are fluid, come in layers and require practice until successful positive results come.
I’m destroying beliefs around my improving the health of my hair, and body.
I’m destroying stories around my success and financial freedom.
I’m destroying limited beliefs around what happened in the past and what I deserve because of it now.
I’m destroying belief systems around love and receiving love from others.
All this thinking and procuring thoughts and banishing others feels like a ton of work sometimes.
But I’m reminded that by learning how to be a conscious destroyer, uncreating and creating is our greatest gift because when we rewrite our stories, there’s infinite potential.
We get to choose our own sacred path, choose to embody our own unique story: a story we choose and not one that is been chosen for us.
My question to you is, what are you destroying and creating right now in your life?
Love,
Tara xx
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